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Sarah's yearly post

2008-08-01T04:28:57Z

So this is what I wrote when my friend Scott asked me "what is your goal in life at this point and how do you intend to reach it?"

I put "my goal in life for the moment is to get a goal, decide what I want to be doing and and start going for that right now I am living in I don't know what the heck I want to do lala land. I'm waiting for the ship of choices to take me a across the ocean to my future. the ship isn't in my sights yet, but I already booked the ticket."

Just writing this makes me feel even more lost then I felt before, considering I'm on plan # 3,252,343,234x somewhere I turned and now I'm in the middle of the desert, or a island, or whatever place where you are lost and you walk a hundred miles.

It's funny cause this time last year I was shocking all of you with a entry about Josh, the three day summer fling. Which was immediately followed by my intense four months of dating David, and the six month after that I spent trying to figure out why a Thanksgiving weekend with his family went so terribly wrong. Most of this the reason I didn't make the good grades I needed to, forcing me to move back home and focus more on my GPA. Life just has a way of turning where you don't think it will.

Good things have happened though because of this I get to spend more time with my family, I'm in the best shape of my life and I've grown up a lot. I still have no clue whats next but I can face it better now, unless it's giant spiders, I hate giant spiders!

so I haven't posted in a while

2007-07-08T21:01:29Z

Hi

it's me sarah jane mcCarron, i haven't change much just when off to college like most of you did, but somehow i feel that everyone else has here at home. and i miss school where there was something to do most times, none of this sitting around that i have been doing most of the summer. i really hate myself for doing but i don't seem to have the motivation for anything else and to top it all off i get up early every morning to do what? nothing. and i get so tired during the day it just sucks. but things look up tomorrow when i start work on the play oklahoma, funny hun? by the way come to the play.

nothing much that is all.

facemaskgurl @ 2007-05-06T01:48:00

2007-05-06T06:49:17Z

Home again.

facemaskgurl @ 2007-05-04T12:25:00

2007-05-04T17:27:12Z

I am done, I survived my freshman year.

I hate being sick

2007-02-07T12:06:08Z

so right now it's about 5:45 in the morning and I am up I don't need to get up at 5:45 I can actually sleep for two and a half more hours! But there is no way that I can get back to sleep since the cold medicine I took didn't knock me out like it said it would and and I it's not like I can take anything now because I might sleep through class and that is just not going to happen. I bet it was the nap I took from 6:00-8:00pm but considering I went to bed at 1:00am I thought that wouldn't matter, guess what it did. *pout* Tonight I will take my happy pill benadryl it's so pretty with the whiteness and and the pinkness and a nice red band in the middle, and it's small so it won't make me gag like the cold medicine did...............and now I'm going to read biology because I have nothing else to do and the lab from is due today (not for eleven hours mind you).

I stayed up late watching The Man from Snowy River last night

2007-01-30T06:30:43Z

So this is me posting, I guess I haven't done that in a while so I do that now.
Um....I'm good here in Oklahoma and everything. Last weekend my friend Kelly and I went home with our friend Preston and we had a grand old time at his farm sleeping in, staying up late, driving around the country, playing with the animals, and learning how to shoot a 22. My classes are going well and I'm hoping to do well this semester. I miss you all, and hope to visit soon I'm not sure if going home for spring break (which is March 17th through the 25th)is going to happen but I'll keep you posted on what we (meaning my parents and myself decide to do).

facemaskgurl @ 2007-01-12T11:25:00

2007-01-12T17:32:05Z

so quess what my Minnesotan friends school is closed again due to a little sleat okay maybe the ground is covered in it but still I like to laugh about it. enjoy the last weekend of your break I'll see most of you in march.

time to curl up and read a book.

~sarah

facemaskgurl @ 2007-01-02T17:57:00

2007-01-02T17:57:53Z

Boo
so there I was have a fabulous dream about a wedding and a movie want to see and then right when i was going to see what the movie I made up in my head was called then .........then I get woken up do kgaikjsoijkagkjnknn (cell phone song) so I get up to answer the call it and it the dentist calling to remind me that tomorrow I will going though mind numming pain and won't be able to eat normal food or drive and if there are any complcations that live will suck for the next couple of days.

thats right tomorrow I will get my wisdom teeth removed. I'm scared and don't want to do it. Is running away an option, I could hitch hike to Oklahoma and be there early.

Party!!!!

2006-12-29T05:00:35Z

hey guys just if you haven't checked your emails please do or if I got your email adress wrong, or couldn't find it.

Party Tomorrow 7:00 o'clock Kirst household

see you all there

~Sarah

facemaskgurl @ 2006-12-21T04:39:00

2006-12-21T04:39:29Z

life sucks.

facemaskgurl @ 2006-12-17T04:25:00

2006-12-17T04:25:41Z

when did I be come a mame I am a MISS yet I am continuely called Mame, I'm only nineteen and I look pretty young.

I miss everyone so much I console myself with the 25 days of Christmas on ABC family watching christmasly chic flicks. it makes me so happy....

But I miss you guys so much and I need you so I can start living in reality and not vicariously through Christmas moives.

see you tomorrow Ariel and Heather.

facemaskgurl @ 2006-12-11T19:07:00

2006-12-11T19:07:38Z

an hour before two of my finals and my mind is just going lalalalalalalalalalala....
I think I am going crazy.

facemaskgurl @ 2006-12-08T19:35:00

2006-12-08T19:35:10Z

Less then a freaken week, I'm supper excited!!!!!!!!

now all I have to do is wade through four finals two essays and seven hours of travel and I'll be home.

miss me much?

Snow day!!!!!!!

2006-11-30T12:57:39Z

God bless Oklahoma for not being able to handle snow. There is maybe an inch on the ground and all classes are canceled! Great news for the girl who was up all night studying. if any needs me I'll be sleeping till noon.

so the post of the week

2006-11-29T23:52:10Z

I get to go home in two weeks yay!!!!!!

One thing I would like to do is decorate my dorm room. I know that I will leave it in two weeks but I want to feel the holiday spirit and since its not going to snow (to a measurible level) it won't really feel like Christmas. Someone told me this microwave orntament craft that I think is really silly, but I'll still going to do it and make paper snowflakes and chains cause I a dork. At least I'll be a dork with Christmas spirit.

beyond that I NEED STICKERS!!!!!!!
please send me stickers I don't care what they are of but I want stickers. SEND stickers to:

Oklahoma State University
Sarah McCarron
204 Parker Hall
Stillwater OK, 74077

P.S. writing a letter with said sticker would definitely be a plus.

HAPPY HOLIDAY WEEKEND TO ME

2006-11-25T05:23:20Z

I'M SO BORED, I HAVE DONE EXACTLY NOTHING OF ANY VALUE TO TODAY WITH THE EXCEPTION OF EATING DINNER WITH A FRIEND. WHY CAN'T I FORCE MY SELF TO DO ANYTHING BESIDES WATCH RERUNS AND PLAY SPIDER SOLITARE?

facemaskgurl @ 2006-11-19T07:45:00

2006-11-19T07:45:56Z

Yay I went ice skating tonight it was too much fun! but before that I got all pretty and went to dinner in was so much fun, my neighbor Anna ever did my hair and makeup and I think it us safe to say I looked hot in the little brown dress I bought a that the discount store. It was supposed to be a date party but I just went by myself and flirted with all the boys. It was also nice becuase then I just could run around talking to everone and not be tied down to one person all the time. I like being single.

boo frelling hoo

2006-11-18T11:05:25Z

Sara can't sleep, she needs someone to read her a bedtime story

facemaskgurl @ 2006-11-16T08:41:00

2006-11-16T08:41:59Z

so why is Sarah up all night, well I just spent the best time with a boy since Callen, and we were just hanging out. Yet it was like completely comfterable because there was any of the akwardness there normally is with boys because we werecompletely honest with eacheach there is no way in hell we would ever date so we just talk about our views and stuff. it was so nice, I haven't had that in a long time and I missed it.

facemaskgurl @ 2006-11-15T01:15:00

2006-11-15T01:15:33Z

oh f*** I'm failing college!

does anyone know if you can take the CLEP test if you already failed the course?

things I learned at midnight

2006-11-13T06:00:48Z

So if you don't friend youself you can't see your "friend only" posts.

yay it works!

2006-11-10T02:01:26Z

so yay my internet is working again I have no idea why in wasn't working in the first place but after I unplugged it and plugged it in for the millionth time it worked yay! I was so frustated that I called Callen thinking he could be magical, which he is but it's hard to tell whats wrong with a when one is a couple states away so alas he couldn't help me, but then I tried one last tim and this time it worked!

hey any one want to read a five page paper on sonnets?

I wish I could have gone on the hay ride.

pumpkin smash day

2006-11-01T01:26:08Z

oh the cute little trick or treaters! they come door to dor in our dorm. to bad they'll only be like six, oh well more candy for me.

have to write a paper
Bye,

Sarah

huh?

2006-10-29T06:15:08Z

so this has been a slow day:

I went to a cookout for the free food and got a tour of a frat house, they have a room that is quite and dark 24/7 with all thire beds in it.

then watched a smallville esipsode with people till they went to the football game.

then played on my computer till like ten (so for like eight hours)

called someone cause I needed to talk.

then I was just throwing a can in the recycling in the lounge and I noticed someone was there at first I thought it was some one else I knew, so I was all like what are you doing up, she turned around and said she was studying and stuff so we got to talking I she a grad sudent and we talk for a minute then she mentions the I should get some food and water in me and and I'm like okay she sees my dark eyes pale complexion she must have taken a nutuion class and noticed that I haven't eaten that much today I can see that. Well I ask her about it and she says that I look inebriated. Drunk!!!! she thought I was drunk that or high. she went on saying I was glassly eyed and my pupils were dilated and well I was acting drunk. I did my best to try to convince her otherwise but what good is that going to do coming from someone she thinks is drunk. so I just bid her have studying and left. I mean I know I act drunk from time to time but I never really am, just sleep deprived, but really do I act that drunk? this just made me sad.

facemaskgurl @ 2006-11-25T23:44:00

2006-10-26T06:19:37Z

I hate reading history books by people who don't know how to write. I have an idea Ariel you write a history book now that I'll read.

fun note I get my wisdom teeth out during my Non-denominational Capitalist, Wintertime Gift-giving Season break yay! any one want to see me hopped up on pain killers *thumbs ups*